As I left home for an interview, my son said that I looked like a kid on
the first day of school. I had to admit he was right. Wearing bright
new clothes, and with an excited, but slightly apprehensive, look on my
face, I must have looked just like a school kid.
I suppose that looking for work is not so different from starting a new
school year. In both cases, you have a load of experience under your
belt. You've done the work before, yet this time is a little
different--similar enough so that you'll be able to handle it, but different
enough that you're unsure. In both cases, you are going to a new place
(or at least a different part of the same place). You are meeting new
people, some in the same position as you, others far above you. Will they
like you? Will you like them? You dress your best, to look older or younger or hipper or
more serious. You travel equipped with a bag full of what you know
you'll need and all the things you figure you might need. And despite all of your
careful preparation--doing the reading, dressing the part, bringing your
materials--you can't help but have a bit of a pit in your stomach as
you head to the bus or the train or whatever will get you to your first
day.
When I left home, I looked like a kid on the first day of school, and a
few hours later, I returned, having survived meeting new people,
conveying what I knew, and navigating a new space with new expectations.
There will be many "first day of school" experiences--I suppose that
even when we are far past school, we continue to face days that are
brand new, and not just in September. Armed with our "first day outfit,"
a little preparation, and an excited (even if slightly queasy) smile,
we can handle it. And each time we step out the door, we stand to learn
just a little bit more.
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