I have been using the words "re-inventing myself" a lot lately. It seems
to be a more sophisticated version of "deciding what I wanna be when I
grow up." The thing is, when I say it, I expect that people will be
curious, or surprised, or perhaps a little concerned or sympathetic. But
these days, the reaction I'm getting isn't any of those things. What I
am hearing, over and over, is "well, we all re-invent ourselves every
day, don't we?" I guess I'm not the only one experiencing change.
Perhaps it used to be that a life that stayed relatively the same was
the norm. A person might get married, or have children, but while these
changes were happening, that person's job or mission would stay the
same. These days, as I try to find (and re-find) myself, and what it is I
was meant to do (which, some days, is as specific as "work in
children's television" and other days is as general as "work"), I am
realizing that re-invention does happen over and over. As I tell my
story, I see that re-invention seems to have become the new norm.
So, how do we re-invent on a regular basis, but still hold on to some
kind of concept of ourselves, and maintain some kind of living that
recognizes our level of experience? If I had all those answers, believe
me, I'd share them. If I have learned anything at all, it's that
re-invention takes a lot of help along the way. But for now, I'm still
in the inventing lab of life, working on my next big thing, waiting for
the "aha" moment, or the perfect solution, or simply the pieces that
will finally--well, at least for a moment in time--fit together.
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