I put my kids on their school buses this morning, as I do every day.
Then I took my dressed-up self to a screening program called Prix
Jeunesse Suitcase, where I spent several hours watching children's
television shows from all over the world (thinking great thoughts about
how I might someday be involved with making such programs), pausing
every so often to read or answer a job search related email. After a
brief stop at home to process a bit more job search stuff, I met my
daughter to take her to her Guys and Dolls rehearsal, then spent the
time she was there acquiring a multi-part birthday present for her friend. Then
home to serve dinner, and, oh, have a phone conversation with an editing
client and another with a former co-worker about the state of the OLTL
online venture. So, who exactly was I today?
The day that I have described is probably no crazier than that of any
working mom, and I am certainly no stranger to crazy days. What was
interesting to me about today was not so much how many things I did, but
how many different people I was during the day. From mom, to
children's media professional, to mom again, to personal shopper, to
chef (okay, not really, I did takeout!), to freelancer, to used to be
soaper. Oh, and now, to blogger.
There are days when the "me's" flow seamlessly together. Today, it felt
almost as though I was living separate days, completely in one world,
then completely in another. Which, I guess, is evidence of my
dedication to each, AND is the reason I'm a bit tired. If each of these
things was like a different day, it's been hundreds of hours since I got up this morning!
The glory of having so many "me's," however, is that they allow me to
learn about and experience an enormous variety of things. Were I not a
children's media professional (at least an aspiring one), I would never
even know about children's TV in other countries and how I can see some of it here. Had I not spent this
last year freelancing, I would not have had the mind-opening,
edit-stretching experiences, (not to mention, between-gig stress) that I've had. Were I not a former soaper,
I would not have the enormous base of friends/coworkers who, I am
reminded every day, helped make me who I am.
On a day like today, I re-decide many times where in the world I will
end up, usually starting the decision process all over again tomorrow. It is
too late tonight to decide anything. I'm just glad to see I still have
many "me's" worth of options.
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