Tomorrow
morning, my daughters will start theater camp at the place where
they've gone for the last bunch of summers, and my brother will start a
new job at a place clear across the country from where he's worked for
twenty-something years. As for me, I will be making the trek to Stamford
that is not new anymore. But clearly, it is always Day One somewhere.
For a year, I experienced a lot of Day Ones. Day One at Bayou
Billionaires, Day One at Deceived, first interview at one place, first
interview at another (somehow, no matter how many interviews you have,
each is like a Day One). It always seemed to be Day One somehow, heart
in my throat, trying to appear much less "deer in the headlights" than I
was.
So, while tomorrow
will be just a normal day for me, I will be feeling for the Day One'rs.
I remember the anxious feeling, the excitement mixed with dread, the
eagerness for it to start but the desire for it to be over. And if this
last year taught me anything, it was that in this day and age, you'd
better start surviving Day Ones, because there are going to be an awful
lot of them. Day Ones at the series of new jobs you start when you
realize that jobs don't last forever any more. Day Ones when your kids
start new grades and new schools and new activities, all of which (well,
at least most of which) will be great once Day One is over.
Tomorrow,
as I walk through my Day 76 (made up number--I just know it's more than
1 and less than 200), my heart will be in my throat for all the Day
One'rs. Because, while I know from experience that 1 very quickly
becomes 76, I also know from experience that 1 can be the longest day of
all. But, in the end, it just makes us more prepared for the next Day
One we have to face.
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