Today, in the drama of work (I can't help it--I work in an industry
prone to drama), I found myself staring straight ahead at my computer,
chugging through my work at hand. Sure, I paused, and even peeked out my
office door from time to time, so as not to miss anything, but for most
of the hours I was there, I forged ahead with a kind of intense focus.
I say this not to demonstrate how hard a worker I am. While I do derive
satisfaction from a job done well and quickly, what struck me about this
day was the degree to which I found the focus calming. Somehow, in the
midst of chaos, intense focus relaxed me. If I couldn't control what was
around me, I could at least control what was in front of me. Whether or
not anyone would care to see, I would have something to show for my
time, time that would, with such focus, pass quickly.
Often, we get caught up in the drama. It is easy, and it is fun (or
wearying, depending on the nature of the drama!). But when the drama is
over, where are we? In my business, perhaps just prepared for more
drama. Today, I found out that for me, the not very dramatic computer
screen was my lifesaver. It kept me focused, and productive, available
enough to witness drama, but distanced enough not be overcome by it.
In my business, there will always be drama, and that's okay. Drama can be fun, as long as we know, at least some of the time, just how to manage it.
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