I could have chosen to worry about every arrangement, every transition, but I didn't. And they all basically worked.
I could have chosen to worry about all the things I didn't know and all the things I couldn't
do, but I didn't. And I learned things and I did things. And things
mostly basically worked.
I could have chosen to worry about dinner not yet made or a dishwasher
not yet loaded, but I didn't. And somehow, by the time we got to "lights
out," people were basically fed and the kitchen was basically clean.
I could have chosen to worry about a slow bus or a crowded street or
unexplainable traffic on my way home, but I didn't. And I got home all
the same, perhaps a little later, but in plenty of time for anything
that mattered.
I could have chosen to worry about the future, as in tomorrow, or next week, or a year from now, but I didn't. And for a moment, I was actually able to enjoy today.
There are times when my kids look at a stressed-out me, and say "Don't
worry," which I quite often take as just kids being kids. But on days
like today, I wonder--maybe they're on to something really, really good...
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